Why bother? What's the point?

Why keep changing? Why keep searching? Why paint at all?

This new body of work responds not with answers, but with continuity. It traces the slow process of loosening and growing into a self that is less controlled, less afraid, and more openly imperfect. Here, the tension softens, and space opens for doubt, anger, faith, and becoming. 

Each work remains in dialogue with a poem, exploring familiar human tensions: the body as it changes, dreams that don’t match reality, faith and doubt, even confrontation with God. Together, they form a series about growing into trusting yourself, even without having all the answers.